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[internalised]

"hey. this is harper. leave a message.

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[misterdoctorstrange]

You are being stupid.

But only for not trying to explain yourself. I care about what you think and feel.

[internalised]

Yeah, that? People generally...don't. When it comes to me.

I mean, they like the snarky, sexy bitch thing I've got going on, but that's about it.

[misterdoctorstrange]

Well most people are idiots.

As evidenced by not being able to see that there’s more to you.

[internalised]

Yeah? And what is it you think they don't see?

[misterdoctorstrange]

You care about people. Even if you don't always like them you still care, which isn't easy to do.
Anyone can care about people they like. It takes an especially good person to care when you don't like them.

Also you're funny.

[internalised]

What, you've noticed that, but not that humor and sarcasm are my biggest defense mechanisms?

[ you know, like she's doing RIGHT NOW. ]

[misterdoctorstrange]

No, you just asked for things that other people don't see.

[internalised]

Right.

Well, I hate to break it to you, but sometimes caring about people is a real pain in the ass. [ Especially when someone doesn't care about you. ]

It's not my favorite thing about myself.

[misterdoctorstrange]

Then it’s a good thing you’re worth it.

[internalised]

What's that supposed to mean?

[misterdoctorstrange]

It means whatever difficulties we might have to face I think they’re worth it to be around you.

I know I’m not the easiest person to be around so I hope you feel the same way.

[internalised]

I know that I like being around you, that I'd rather be with you than by myself...

And I haven't said that about someone in a long time.

[misterdoctorstrange]

Maybe we should just start with spending more time together then?

Because I feel the same way.

[internalised]

You mean besides the times we research the supernatural or fuck like it's going out of style?

[misterdoctorstrange]

Yes because I’d still like to do those things as well.

[internalised]

I'm a fan of them myself.

[misterdoctorstrange]

Dinner and then lots of sex after then?

[internalised]

I like your thinking. ;)

[misterdoctorstrange]

What can I say? I know what you like.